He took Mrs. Darling's kiss with him...

Dear Dormouse,

Not every man is the last man you were with. Not every man is S. Not every man will say the words, "I knew I was toying with you but it was so much fun I couldn't stop." In short, not every man will derive pleasure from making you cry. This is important to remember because you deserve happiness. And you're with someone now who could make you happy. So let him try. Stop doubting his motives and assuming he's laughing at you behind your back and just be with him. Do you think you can do that? Do you think you can try? I think you can.

All it takes is faith and trust...

I got a date! I got a date! La la la!

Okay, imagine me spinning around in circles all night last night singing this little ditty. Now there's a follow up verse. It goes like this:

I got a second date! I got a second date! La la la!

Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I, your lovely Dormouse, have managed to get not just one but two dates! Hooray for me! The first date was quite nice. I hope it can only get better from here. Maybe it's best not to get one's hopes up? But I want to get happy so badly and tonight I giggled like a fool and kissed like a teenager in a public place. My nerves are still humming and I'm smiling with all my teeth. So let's hope for the best on this, okay? Between you and me, I really like him...