So, Dormouse, what's new in your life? Aside from the whole depressing your dad died and you're moving back home to a place and a life that you hate thing.
That's probably what you guys have all been wondering right? Well, even if it wasn't that's what you're about to find out. I graduated from college a few days ago. Put on the cap, the gown, my honors cords and study abroad sash, and a brand new pair of high heels and marched out onto the quad of my school and graduated. It feels weird. So weird. So incredibly weird. I'm scared and happy and excited and terrified and unsure but ready for whatever the next step is.
I also turned 22 that same day. Isn't it funny how life's little coincidences work? I don't really feel older but I guess I am. Life moves on even when all you want is for it to stop! I'm getting back into Doctor Who, I'm e-mailing my boss about work, I'm making plans for when I get home. Crazy, eh? I'm just living and every day it feels a little less like my world is crumbling around me. I cry less. Is it okay to cry less? To hurt less? To learn to live with this and accept it? I don't think I'll ever get over it but maybe I can learn to accept it. Here's hoping.
I also turned 22 that same day. Isn't it funny how life's little coincidences work? I don't really feel older but I guess I am. Life moves on even when all you want is for it to stop! I'm getting back into Doctor Who, I'm e-mailing my boss about work, I'm making plans for when I get home. Crazy, eh? I'm just living and every day it feels a little less like my world is crumbling around me. I cry less. Is it okay to cry less? To hurt less? To learn to live with this and accept it? I don't think I'll ever get over it but maybe I can learn to accept it. Here's hoping.
-The Dormouse
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