Ohio was everything I needed it to be. For those of you who didn't know, I've just spent the last 4 days in Ohio celebrating Thanksgiving and relaxing. Goddess did I ever need to relax. Everything was getting to me far more than I would ever have liked it to around here. So I picked up and I left, I flew to Ohio and spend the weekend shopping and laughing and eating and shopping and laughing and eating some more. It was wonderful. I haven't felt that light in a while. I changed my hair while I was there. It's darker, straighter, shorter (okay, not terribly shorter) and it's lovely. I feel sexier. I catch myself in mirrors and I can't stop looking. I look different, good different.
But of course breaks can't last forever. So I'm back here and hiding away in the library and desperately attempting to finish an essay and a project. I've lost the reins entirely on the project. The essay is not much better. I can't focus. But isn't that always the case. I wish Ohio could have lasted forever. I didn't need cigarettes there. I need them here. I need them badly. I've nearly finished the pack I'd left before break. I'll need to get another one soon. But this essay has the priority I suppose.
-The Dormouse
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